just when things were starting to turn out well for me….
everything started falling apart all of a sudden….again…
were the decisions I made right?
I cannot help but think that I did something wrong along the way…
maybe I have been out of focus the past months,
I forgot a lot of my priorities, I paid less attention to the things that matters for me. why? I simply miss being me again… I just wanted to let loose, I just wanted to be stress free again…but I ended up more stressed, confused and lost after that “5 minutes of fun”
….all of a sudden everything became a blur…
i’m running out of plans, its a blank canvas for me….
i only wish for a time when my heart and mind can be at rest,
I don’t have to worry about anything and everything is peaceful,
i don’t know what tomorrow will bring me…
i wish today to be the longest day…
i am not ready to face tomorrow…
all I know is that I just feel so damn tired of all this….
